Thursday, February 21, 2008

The Chase

Dashing, ducking, dancing away and under the obstacles of our course, we move in. Picking up speed, we reach out for the figure ahead, seemingly so close but always fooling the eye, evading our every attempt and lash at its swaying limbs.
The limbs so gracefully swaying and pedalling it forward at a pace which we will never be able to match.

Seemingly effortless, the figure moves in and out of sight, taunting us, teasing us, heckeling us for our wish, our wish to touch it, caress it, understand it. In our blind endeavours for understanding we tumble upon each other, throwing accusations of holding one another back in every possible direction, stepping on others feet just to get something of an advantage, a head start in the middle of the race.

Running with it´s back turned, we never really get to see the figures face, only its beautifully pulsating shape, ripe with all the perfection we crave. Keeping its back on us, its identity concealed, we are reminded of all the things we, our lives and our existances lack. The independence the shape so unquestionably posesses, the resources in human nature: kindness, ruthlessness, appreciation, nonchalance but above all, the eligibility the figure through all this radiates.
The gift of being wanted, needed and envied.

Craving these things, we study the figure from afar, not knowing its identity but intent on obtaining each and every aspect of its perfection. Needing, desperately hungring for a place at its side and as so to be its equal, the equal to the figure but to nobody else.

Step after step bringing us along the same path as the figure but with a distance to it steadily growing longer we are begging our legs to propel us but faster.
And even so, as they are screaming with pain, every inch of them commanding us to halt and rest, we continue the chase.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Efter en halv timme är jag klar.
Och fullkomligt fascinerad!
(Nu undrar jag vem människan bakom allt detta är.)
Jag har precis suttit och läst igenom dina inlägg, och... Det är sällan jag hittar något skrivet av en man/kille som fängslar lika bra som det du skrivit. Det kanske inte är meningen, men nog blir det så ändå. Jag har nog läst min beskärda del, modernt, realistiskt, romantiskt... Men sällan något med samma övertygelse och/eller passion. Tack för bra läsning.
Jen

karl said...

tack själv!
hur mycket du vet om mig beror nog lite på hur du har hittat den här bloggen.
roligt att höra att det berör! det är det jag är strävar efter :).

skulle du vilja veta något mer så går det bra att maila till elbashaproductions@gmail.com

mvh

/k